Zen Garden, Portland, The Day Before My Wedding.

PAL 0
255,255,200
176,175,157
86,87,114

SET 0
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WAL n,o,p,l,m,k,j,i

TIL a
10000001
01100110
00011000
11000011
00111100
00000000
00000000
11111111

TIL b
00100010
00100010
11000100
00000100
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00110000
11000000
00000000

TIL c
01000100
01000100
00100011
00100000
00010000
00001100
00000011
00000000

TIL d
10010010
01111110
11111101
11111101
11111001
11111001
11010001
10010001

TIL e
00000000
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11000000
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00100100

TIL f
01001001
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10010010
10010100
10010100
10010010
10001010
10001001

TIL g
00000000
00000000
00000000
00000011
00001100
00010000
00100011
00100100

TIL h
00000000
11111111
00000000
11111111
00000000
11111111
00000000
11111111

TIL i
10101010
10101010
10101010
10101010
10101010
10101010
10101010
10101010

TIL j
10101010
10101011
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10100000
10111111
10000000
11111111

TIL k
00000000
11111111
10000000
10111111
10100000
10101111
10101000
10101011

TIL l
10101010
10101010
00101010
11101010
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11111110

TIL m
00000000
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00101010
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TIL n
00000000
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00000000
11110111
11110111
11110111

TIL o
00000000
11110111
11110111
11110111
00000000
10110110
10110110
10110110

TIL p
11111111
01010101
01010101
01010101
11111111
00000000
11111111
11101110

TIL q
10011001
10111101
11011011
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10111101
11011011
10011001
10111101

TIL r
11011011
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TIL s
01000100
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TIL t
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TIL u
00000000
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00000000
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TIL v
10010010
01010001
11101001
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11010001
10010010

TIL w
00000000
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00000000
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TIL x
00000000
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SPR A
00000000
00111100
01000010
01000010
01111110
01100110
00111100
00000000
POS 0 9,1

SPR a
01001010
01000110
10001011
11000101
10001011
10010101
01101011
00111110
POS 0 8,12

SPR b
00001100
00010100
00101100
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01000110
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POS 0 8,11

SPR c
00000000
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SPR d
01100011
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POS 0 2,13

SPR e
00001110
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01000110
01010011
01000001
POS 0 2,12

SPR f
00011100
00100010
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10000011
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10101011
01010110
00111100
POS 0 5,8

SPR g
01000101
10101011
10000101
10010011
10000101
10101011
01010110
00111100
POS 0 12,4

SPR h
00011100
00100010
00100110
00100011
01000101
01010011
01000101
01001011
POS 0 12,3

SPR i
10001010
10100110
10001011
10110101
11011011
10101101
10011010
01111100
POS 0 13,11

SPR j
01100000
10010000
10101000
10011000
10001100
01010100
01001010
10010110
POS 0 13,10

SPR k
10100101
01000011
01000101
10101011
10010101
10111011
10011101
01100110
POS 0 3,5

SPR l
00001110
00011010
00100110
00101011
01000101
01001011
10100101
10001011
POS 0 3,4

SPR m
01010110
01001011
10000101
10101011
10010111
10101011
01010111
00111110
POS 0 7,6

SPR n
00010000
00101100
00100110
01001010
01000101
10001011
10100110
10001010
POS 0 7,5

SPR o
00110000
01101100
10010110
10001011
10100101
10001011
01010101
01111110
POS 0 11,7

DLG a
What if she didn't like fish? I thought, what if she hates them? She didn't hate them.

DLG n
Our romance was still quite new, though we were soon to be married.

DLG m
It had started online, long-distance, and the In-Real-Lifeness of it was a shock to both of us.

DLG f
So we wandered around Portland Japanese Garden, hand in hand.

DLG e
We took a lot of pictures; mossy rocks, maple trees, stone lanterns, selfies.

DLG d
Was it even real? Could someone actually love me?

DLG b
We stood on a zig-zag bridge and watched ghost koi glide beneath still water.

DLG k
Perhaps we were foolish. I know my family thought so.

DLG l
We were each afraid, I think. A great leap into the unknown.

DLG j
We found ourselves overlooking a zen garden. Impeccably raked gravel, pitted stone sentinals. A wedding party.

DLG i
I imagined walking around the stones, ghost-like, without disturbing the gravel.

DLG o
Maybe, just once, I wanted to leave tracks. To not be a ghost anymore.

DLG h
None of my family could be at the wedding. No best man either - my best friend died two decades ago, but I still mourned him.

DLG g
I felt alone in a strange country, a strange city. Did I really know this woman well enough?

